Friday, January 09, 2009

I finally went for the ultrasound as advised by my Dr - just to be sure & safe, she said. The radiologist was nice & efficient, straight-talking & in the freezing u/s room, I was met by another surprise. she not only confirmed one but found another 3. I was surprised at myself for feeling unbelievably relaxed. Maybe I have been through this before, maybe I know its not so serious as I have the tendency to get all these weird bumps and lumps all around my body. She's almost certain that the 2 were water-based(or known as Cysts which are fluid-filled sacs), so its pretty harmless, they might even burst by itself she claimed. But the other one she found was deeper therefore she cant ascertain for sure that it is just benign. She also told me looking at my ultrasound, that I may be one of the unlucky few who would have to have yearly ultrasounds as she saw many more small developing ones. She asked if I was stressed at work as it was one of the main factors of the hormonal imbalances which causes such occurences. And I was like, that's so weird, how stressful can I be? So she deduced that it could just be my hormones then running rampage in my body. So the biopsy results will be out next week, then we'll be more sure what step to take next. I know it is going to be all right, as my gut says, but at the back of my mind, I cannot simply expel the 0.0001% chance of the inevitable 'what-if'....but whatever it is I know I going to ride this tidal wave bravely & stronger yet again....

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