Thursday, April 23, 2009

It was barely 2 mths ago when I was faced with a scare. I felt I faced it alone as I knew what was coming & I knew what my decision would be whatever the results maybe. This time round its different. So many people are involved. The control & power is not in my hands & I feel helpless. I feel helpless as I sincerely do not know what reaction to face with. I feel useless as I cannot do much to help other than be a pillar of strength. But what words can I say to make it better. What can I do to make it less burdensome. I am not good in such things. Especially not when the people around make it less than possible for me to be comforting. I do not know what to do. Should I give the space needed without making it look like I've 'abandoned in times of need' or do I be steadfast & just bear the cold looks and be what they may call a wordless pillar of support...

In times like these I feel a little comfort when I drown myself in the world of Hallyu. Boys over Flowers is officially over - well in Korea at least. I wasted no time once I get wind that Poh Kim is selling the limited edition Eng-subbed version to quickly get my piece. Credit must be given to my husband who had the patient to bear with me while I go BOF-DVD-search for almost 3 hours, going round 4 different Poh Kim outlets just to get the object of desire. I read in some forum that it was rumoured that Lee Min Ho might stop by our sunny shores for a promotional tour, after Thailand, Sydney & Australia. Even if it was not true, I would like to revel in the fact that he WOULD be in our sunny shores albeit thru the gogglebox when Boys Over Flowers will be shown on Channel U starting May the 16. Just when I thought the fever had somewhat subsided...Tto manna boepge doeeo bangapseumnida...

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