Saturday, July 18, 2009
After almost 5 years of doing things that I like & enjoying myself while at it, they say good things do not really quite last. And now, I think & positively sure that I am about ready to move on to the next chapter in my life. Of course all these is hypothetical, how true it will become remains to be seen until a few weeks time. Life have a way of smacking us with surprises when u least expected it. Like I told the other half, HE would not have tested us if HE knew we were not strong enough to go through it. This year have been truly a test for us, to say the least, I am proud to say that each one he have tackled with, although not always easy. in a way how things should fall into place. There were a lot of plans that did not fall through. It could be the timing, it could be the opportunity or it was just not meant to be.The Wanjor brood welcome a new addition, a 2nd girl for Shah & Habib. And in keeping with the HM initials of the firstborn, the 2nd cutie was named Hani Maisarah, born 13 July at Eastshore Hospital. The mom-in-law is doing remarkably well under treatment. Still full of zest, still full of life, although occasionally emotions took the better of her & she would just express her frustrations in tears. But all is well. I believe it will be.
In between tribulations, I will always find time to find myself, hanging out with old & new friends alike, just to chill & relax & let my hair down if only for awhile. It really does wonders, that few hours you spend with great company.In & about town, dinner, luncheons, long-snack time, with or without kids, I am really cherishing every moment of it.
I do not exactly know what state of mind I am in now. I do feel a little worried after having not feeling a sense of uncertainty for a long time. But more so than ever, I like to look forward how we once again ride out the waves & enjoy the surf-ride while we are at it, Insyaallah...